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I do not care for most of friends and family anymore.
After a week with a lot of time spent together with different friendgroups and with family and my family's family and their friends... I just don't care about them, children, elderly, mother, father, sister, brother. I have no interest in what they do with their lives any longer and I do not want to spend time with them.
I've noticed recently how many times I tell people it was a pleasure spending time with them, or saying thank you for the invite to an event that someone hosted, it is all a lie. Most of the time I could not care less about it at all. I did not enjoy the event, I did not enjoy spending time with you, I did not feel great spending my time and money to travel to a different city to celebrate your childs birthday.
I feel trapped by the concept of family and friends.
There are a few people that I truly enjoy spending time with, but most of the time I spend time with people I tolerate and it is almost always situational, they needed one more person to join them, I had nothing better to do.